I hope this is no offence to the Malaysian Government but it's true, I really hate you. At the age of 19, you can say I am still a teenager, not even merely a grown up adult like you all politicians. I am just me....and I am very disappointed, and I hope I would never grow up.

"If you never stop playing, you'll never grow old"

It's not without any reason for hating you. It's not even the commotion you guys have suing over each other in the newspaper. I speak only with my own experience. By this time, it's only college for me, Taylor's University College. It's once a college and if I am not wrong, it is the most expensive college in Malaysia, yet it's still a college. 

Why do I choose instead NUS? Any other university would also do. Yet, it's a dream with let me made the choice. Who wouldn't dream of going into a prestigious university, especially to one who dreamed of having a squared hat in United Kingdom. It's an easier route to me than the others. I'm a traveler whose journey has forked roads on after another, that the decision made will never be a U-turn. That's why I chose your college. 

What have I learnt from you guys. Your ability of denial, of denying any responsibility or simply providing stupid excuse to get the problem out of your mind. Why you might be so busy think how to sue someone to get a big bag into your bank account.

Not to be exaggerating, my results during high schools were not of top standards, as well as what I am now with the rest of the world, but in the Campus alone, I myself have the confidence to stand among the top. With that still I couldn't even get a loan, a sign of recognition from the local government, the ones whom I've grown up with. I know it might be the difference in the tone which I speak in, or the colour of my skin, or even the religious background of mine. Unfortunately, someone other than that can get all the free access, with tons of help, to those overseas u's. You know I am talking about you, that's why Malaya University has fallen off the graph of the Top100 Universities in the World, even Singapore has three in the list.

I am not trying to offend anyone, nor do I want to cause global crisis with this matter. I am just me, feeling frustrated, about adults....I am just waiting...after 6 months just for a reply, and you are still having both your legs on the table, thinking what you should have for lunch. I forgive you, and I will continue to wait even if I have waited 3 more weeks for another appeal, and now....

I have two parties to wait for...

You can do as you like, just send me an email with only two words - "Not yet." or even give me something like "This is not under my department, I'll divert you the the correct one" or any other bullshit. This is just the beginning, and is also the start of a new era.

 I WILL remember you